I've see a guy who could actually walk his 2 miles quicker than he could run ( Read more... )

You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment ( Read more... )

**This is the first thing I've managed to write (creativity wise)... Alas, It failed to become "completed" like the last ones... Does this even fit? **

Face down lying; tepid mud
borne by defiled ideals.

Canonical pariah's skyless
angel, 's severed from their alter.

Image violated; righteousness compromised.

Went and saw PowerMan 5000... It was pretty awesome despite the limitations for it being sponsored by the military...

No moshing...

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Anyways, I am still no closer to my decision, as my last request for bits of information have become submerged in a recruiter's inbox.

I wished I had a reason to not do it. A ( Read more... )

Stirring emotions is one of the easiest things to do in people. Movies, Books, Music, Speeches. They can conjure varied results in people. Some have the ability to send a targeted response to the masses, the recipients feeling what they should feel.

A greater portion of those songs make me think of someone who I feel that I failed.  And that ( Read more... )

Maybe I hate myself so much because of who I am around, not necessarily because who I am slowly becoming ( Read more... )

This might be of interest to some people, and it is an interesting read...

Article on Atheism

I've watched days come and nights go. I've spent most of them awake for verying reasons. Stress, Anxiety, Depression, and rarely I am hopped up on supplements and/or caffeine ( Read more... )

A little bit of good news is quite upliftng when you spend every day hating where you are at... But that is trivial.

With all that I have achieved in this recent endevour, I am feeling I am still no better than before I left...  All my accomplishments are meaningless to the outside world, nullifying all my little victories I've managed to gain.

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