I hate trying to figure things out because the more I think about them the more I confuse myself. I sometimes feel like it is an effort in futility. To think and think and think only to not be able to find a solution to the only problem of which I can think. Is this just my problem or what ( Read more... )

Friends surely make this life much better than I ever thought it could be. Friends are where it's at and they are aplenty if you just open your mind and heart.. I miss all yall

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you, sends me to heaven...

I love that last line.. it makes me tingle

I dream of her. I think of her all the time. It's like a curse. That's what I've branded myself with. I don't know why. I can't remember the bad times.. I can't remember... I can't.. If you talk to me and I seem like I'm losing it, then I guess I really am.

I'd like to say something really deep and profound right now, but I'm at a loss for words. I could reflect on last year, but then what's to reflect. It all goes by.

Welcome to the new year. Let's all live well.

What if you lose the one person who means more to you than life? How bad should it hurt? What if you don't know anything of your feelings at all? And you are wandering around in a mindless confusion. Pain and suffering... or just the mindless confusion?

Awesome!!!

Sometimes I can be so emotional, but I hold everything in me. It's the worst thing in the world. Knowing that at some point it's going to be too much and i'm going to explode. Life can be so stressful and I like to play it off. I like to appear as if it doesn't really bother me. But a lot of things do. It is just that most of the time it is just ( Read more... )

Did I have a spring break?

I used to think I go angry. I used to think I got angrier than most people. I think now that I get a lot angrier than I've ever been before. I'd destroy this world with how angry I can get.