I'm back! I've got a big LARP this weekend. I'll update about it next week. Sword of Elderon away!

Happy Friday everyone. I have a big blind date lined up for tonight, but i don't have much hope. I saw christy today. for those of you who know me know that isn't a good thing. that bitch. she was so beautiful once, but now I don't know. she'll never be my Mary Jane or dragon princess ever again. if anyone has ever loved and lost- it isn't better ( Read more... )

no one contacted me... no one understands. why??

Class just ended and I wanted to come home to write some of my poetry in my leatherbound, but instead I'm trapped wathing this damn movie, Gattaca. Uma is such a fox. she can be my woodnymph anyday. Thats not why i'm watching .. i can't exscape from these feelings of paranoia. I cant! In a perfect fantasy land i'd be free from this fear of big ( Read more... )

These days when i walk around, and when i decide to take my eyes off the gound, i just see a lot of pain and hurt flowing through the streets. the pain and the hurt are a lot like the biblical floods that god sent to wipe out the disgusting masses - i cry for my fellow man...and my tears touch his forhead...im a lot like Noah that way. When oh when ( Read more... )

I feel that I should not love, because love is dangerous. instead, I should just have sex with no emotions attached. Sex isn't as complicated as love... love hurts. I know because I have loved before... but sadly I haven't had sex before. i can be honest in this forum.. i have that ability, unlike my peers that often offer misleading information ( Read more... )

you know, sometimes it is hard to love the world as much as I do. I love everyone and all I get is rejected. a level 25 wizard shouldnt have to feel rejected. I fell christlike, but not in the good "fish for everyone!' way. no siree, in the, I love the world and my life is so hard so I should just learn to stop caring way. I'm glad that you have ( Read more... )