WEll i havent used livejournal in forever but i read my past entries and its fun to look back and remember all the good and bad times. Anyway im leaving on my mission to the california arcadia spanish speaking mission in two days. Laura told me i had to post on here though i think she might be the only one who actually still uses it...idk i never ( Read more... )

this is hard...im am in a pickle... i dont know what i want in my life, i want to leave, but i am so very scared to leave. cuz for right now i dont know where im going. i miss my best friend, and i miss tara, i also miss idaho, lifes so much easier there for me, everyone has mainly the same beliefs, its beautiful there and its so much simpler there ( Read more... )

taras coming sooooo soon and im excited it should be quite fun. its insane thats shes coming though...in a very good way. i dont know if i will ever be working that job again that i was working, so if anyone knows anyplace thats hiring let me know. two days till shes here phatty bo batty.

wow. it just hit me. matts gone and i wont see him until i come home from my mission, thats kind of a very long time to not see your best friend. the worst part is that hes already on his mission and hes learning and growing and experiencing so much and for this summer im here just working and getting money so i can go on mine. and now im really ( Read more... )

lets just say im disapointed, im disapointed to be home, im disapointed in certain individuals who i used to call friends, im disapointed i cant go back to rexburg, im disapointed after two weeks i wont see my best friend for two and a half years, im just disapointed and im unhappy. i really dont want to be, i want to be happy, i want to be having ( Read more... )

boring day today i got to spend it with my family...we went to comic frenzy which was quite funny, and we went to this elvis impersonator thing which wasnt too bad. pretty lonely day tho even tho i was with people most of the day. sometimes it just kicks in how lonely i actually am and how little contact i have with people outside of my apartment ( Read more... )

i thought id post cuz its been a week...i guess ive never been good at keeping this thing posted but oh well...me and matt dropped our bio class this week...which is kinda nice but i feel guilty for wimping out idk, anyway its mothers week here at byui and my mother got in today, its pretty nice seeing her, although most of you prolly think its ( Read more... )

so lately ive been obsessed with playing strategy games, i love them they are so addicting. today was long and busy i didn't really get to sit and relax all day but thats ok, i need more days like it to keep myself busy and not go crazy but they are tiring.

Quando? Quando? Quando?

Listening to death cab makes me miss my gracie. me and matt watched some of Smokey and the Bandit tonight, haha its pretty funny. i fell back in love with death cab, i feel ive been neglecting them so it was really nice to get back to them. it was a kinda productive day i made a list of things to do and got more than half done!

i did nothing today. wow. pointless day. so me and matt found out that our neighbor erik has all this music on his computer some cds we previously wanted some that look promising its a pretty sweet find. Ben Gibbard is amazing. Mi corazon es un fuego. but not really. i miss my old life a little bit, me and matts is pretty dang boring here. i need ( Read more... )