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So while it is fun to be able to do a variety of different crafts I have had the strong urge to actually be good at something. That means picking something and focusing on it which I have just never been able to do. The thought makes my head dizzy. I already can't focus on anything as it is. And then there is that other problem (yes I see you) of ( Read more... ) -
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I don't know what to think of VJ occupational therapist. I think it is too soon to call her a "quack" VJ was somewhat willing to work with her so that is a plus for her. I guess we will have to see how it goes for a few sessions. I am working on organization(key word here is "working ( Read more... ) -
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Wormie Squirm was officially diagnosised with autism. At least now we shouldn't have to fight with Tricare everytime he sees the doctor. I am really hoping the behavioral therapy referal goes through fast. He spent his whole speech appointmant divided between trying to head butt the floor and beat himself with puzzle pieces. *sigh* I feel so weak ( Read more... ) -
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So my second round of blood work came back abnormal. Guess the first one wasn't just a fluke. I am severely anemic my hemoglobin is at extreme lows and my thyroid doesn't seem to be functioning. (really??) Not thrilled. To top it off the doctor thinks I am slowly bleeding internally so I get to go see a specialist and get some scopes done. I don't ( Read more... ) -
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Had a good day hanging with Jen. This social thing may not be such a bad thing(especially if I can figure a way to ditch the anxiety and puke feeling.) Poor Jen has had a horrible life. I wish there was something I could say to make it better for her but now all I can do is listen and stare at her dumbly. I hope her fertility treatment works ( Read more... ) -
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My Inner Judge feels lost and depressed in a gray world. I realize that I do need to act with a little more compassion; but does that have to come at the sacrifice of my ability to discern right from wrong? People want to say judgement is nothing but bad, but good judgment is what keeps you from walking down the unlit ally with the person that is ( Read more... ) -
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Spiritual Gifts
Creativity / communications
Counseling / pastoral
Giving / service
Mercy / pastoral
Faith / evangelistic
Shepherding / pastoral
Discernment of Spirits / communication
Missionary / evangelistic
Wisdom / communication
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Posting via phone is interesting. I can only post to this journal and not other though which is annoying.
Doing well in Oregon. I did some exercises at their church and God really healed some old wounds and closed some doors that I didn't know were open. I finally feel like a whole person.
Lots and lots of snow here. It is really pretty.
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