new livejournal

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add me there. ive added most of the people that i want as friends on there, seeing as its friends only. thanks :-)

i might stay here for some entries, we'll see. i like my new one haha

i need to think of a new livejournal name.

why? because my brother might be getting aim, therefore he could see my profile, therefore read everything. and really, i dont want him to read stuff such as this. tiffy- i now see your point. haha

any suggestions?? what do u think of when you think of me??

:-P thanks.

me- "mike said tori's on the other line, so hes gotta go ( Read more... )

so having way too much free time is giving me way too much time to think. i dont like this. i have no life. i just watched jeopardy with my 94 year old great grandma. surprisingly i knew a few answers... however.. they were in the mall and movie categories.. typical. but anyways i knew others in other categories about countries and stuff. so yeah. ( Read more... )

yeah. im in such a weird mood right now. i hate having all this free time to think. someone PLEASE keep me busy. gahhhh.

( so yeah, foreign people ROCK MY SOCKS! )

ok so now im completely confused. dont know really how things are going to end up, like usually you can predict this kind of thing but really its just weird. *sigh* at least i feel a bit better now? i know its so hard to work out and i understand that, but it shouldnt be this hard. whateverrr. i really just need to let go and stop thinking about it ( Read more... )

whatever.

i dont know what to say really. just that... i really hope something good comes along for me soon. i hate feeling this way. knowing this stuff. its really upsetting, but again, whatever. gotta deal. i know im better off this way. but having my feelings hurt like that is not cool.

so heres what im feeling right now:

angry. sad. lonely. ( Read more... )

all my life, ive thought up of little scenes for movies or books or television shows where the girl is the main character, something always happens. not just that though. ive thought up lots of different scenes. things that would be perfect in a movie or something.. and all my life, ive somewhat... lived my life like i was a movie or a book or a tv ( Read more... )

my feelings havent been this hurt in a long time.

kudos to dating.

no wonder ive stayed away from it so long.

so its been a couple of days, and ive cooled off a bit. but ... i actually want to stay angry for a while longer, i have a right to be, and this problem needs to be solved. i dont know if i can take having my feelings hurt for much longer i dont know if i can take being treated this way much longer... unless we work it out and we can balance one ( Read more... )