u ever have a day where there is just so much in ur head u think its gunna explode! half the shit in there doesnt make sence n the other half is just pure bollox?!?!lol no matter how hard i try to sort it out n put it in order, it goes round n round in my head like a damn circle! ohhhhhh DAMNIT! one thing im sure about is i miss scott, like WHOA! ( Read more... )

....oh i forgot...did i mention that there was SHIT loads of semi nakked men at the fun fair? lmao hmmmmmm heaven

well my weekend has been damn good, friday night BBQ round a friends house, enuff drink! stumbled home, woke up got dressed, the girls picked me up n we went to the beach, this time every year there is a HUGE! fun fair down their, my best friend has family there so we stayed at theirs, of course we had to drink our selves silly b 4 we went there! ( Read more... )

well damn its been a damn long time, i doubt im on n e ones list n if i am i doubt they know who the hell i am, im kinda writin this for my own reasons, hmmmm well wot have i been doin? not a damn lot, the last year or so has been up n down, i was off work for 4 months with stress n depression, i over dosed, i got a shrink...nice! she was cool, i ( Read more... )

tom if u read this plz get in contact

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hey! yes im alive! ive had so much to say lately that i couldnt post! coz i knew it would all come out wrong! drama drama everywhere! but i delt with my shit n ive sooo moved on, works alittle better, cute new manager n he's fun to hang with in n outa work, been clubbin quite alot n men everywhere!!!!! but ive learnt from my mistakes in the past n ( Read more... )

god i havent updated this for weeks! ive been real real busy...lol well i know ive been busy but i cant tell u wot doin coz i havent got a clue, most of the time im drunk! woohooooo! been out with the girls a whole lot! n MEN! well like busses one doesnt come for 3 hours then they all come at once, thing is im so inlove with mike that i really aint ( Read more... )

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ok the america plans continue! ok firstly i was ment to fly over to mike but he wants me there like yesturday! i really dont wanna fly alone so i get some of my friends to fly with me, they then tell me they cant come, lack of funds £££ so its back to me flyin alone again, now as the time gets closer n closer i get more n more scared! to the point ( Read more... )