I am not worthless. I am not a dumb model only good for my looks. I am important to the world. I need to be here, I make a difference.

I have to keep telling myself this, if I stop believing I'll have no reason to be here anymore.

I could write a song, a hundred miles long ( Read more... )

Make a decision...well, I made one finally.

I'm just gonna let what happens happen. I just don't have the drive, don't have the will to do anything else. Not gonna go back to the doctor. So, if it comes back...it happens.

I tried, I have been trying. I have friends, I have a good job that is fun, I have someone who cares for me, I have so much now and I really really try. But, it doesn't change anything. Still go to bed and wake up feeling the same. Still think the same.

I think my infection is back. I'm not gonna do anything about it this time.

How long has it been? In the past 3 years I lived my life, lived it as best I could. I can't help but second guess every step I've taken, is the path I'm on now the right one? How did I get here? How did it come to this? What should I do now ( Read more... )

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So yeah, I knew the synth in the Scooter song "The Age of Love" was familiar. It's the Terminator synth! DUH, and that is one of my favourite movie themes of all time, it's just so mellow. I should have known that earlier ( Read more... )

Psshhhh, this test is jack shit. I'd make millions upon millions being a pirate. For fuck's sake, my great(x6) grandfather was one of the most famous pirates in the entire fucking WORLD (Sir Francis Drake, also known as "Draco" and "El Draqui"...that's The Dragon in english). He raided and fucked over Spanish ships for years, and even took over ( Read more... )

I answered all questions totally truthfully...I honestly thought I'd do a lot worse. At least, I think I deserve worse.

The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to Purgatory!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very HighLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 ( ( Read more... )

Who knew paint could weigh 600lbs? Who knew Tungsten is the new Titanium? Who knew just oxygen (not fuel) could move a space shuttle? Who's head is spinning from all the NASA goodness ( Read more... )