In the last week I have turned 30 (I made it!) and I graduated college!! I am thinking of trying to throw a party but I am not sure when, how? And it always feels weird throwin a party for myself...

Ok so I started back EarthLink about two months ago and my resume was still posted on a few job sites. I get a call for a position that would 50% more then I making at this position and I would be doing training, which I love. I interviewed yesterday and get made an offer today. Talk about fast, my head is spinning ( Read more... )

This is something that I find truly as funny as I find frustrating ( Read more... )

It is weird how much your life can orient itself around something you do and enjoy. Really I guess I am trying to say you never realize how much you feel alive until that thing is done (even temporally). For those who have seen me after class, I am sure you have noticed that I am a different person. Happier really. I suddenly noticed it today. I ( Read more... )

Not sure how many of you know of the ailment that I had, well have now again. To explain in the easiest form an auto-immune illness that can be severely depilating when it flare ups. Which it did two weeks ago after being in remission for over 10 years. I am not looking for sympathy here or special attention ( Read more... )

I am... I ask now for friends to hold me up... It is hard when every mental breath has been fighting for the next. I have hit the dead-end that I need you most, In the morning dreams are just that. Those of you who know that I am not as strong as I let on, everyone needs that backing, someone to hold them up when the winds faids from their sails ( Read more... )

OK well putting the hell that is life today on hold, I have to say Cheers to old friends rekindled! It is amazing to me how people that can be as close as family can lose that closeness through time and debris of everyday life. Much like a relationship, days make life together harder and things go unsaid. Well I guess this post has two meanings ( Read more... )

Ok so this happen last week, but I am still shaken up by it and figured the old LJ might help me stop thinkin about it. Ok Sunday night last week, I had what can best be described as Fear Nightmare. I think everyone has them at times. Your fear, your phobia slaps you around a little bit to make sure remember why you still fear them ( Read more... )

Ok So I am 29 today! Happy Birthday To ME! 30 Next year, that should be interesting or not really. Sure Life throws curveballs every now and again, but I don't feel any older, actually I feel younger! I am not old yet, ok I am not saying the hole you aren't old unless you act it, I am say more that 100 is old, 30 to 40 is your prime. And the rates ( Read more... )

Ok well, I had about 2 pages written before my state of the art computer CRASHED and wiped it all it out ( Read more... )