I've got a dying urge to feel the way you do

[darwins_god]

All I want is to stop being a person who isn't respected by others

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[_lifelikeweeds_]

Jena, I love you so much. I miss you.

I'm never speaking up again...starting now

[somewhereundone]

I understand what you're saying, and I sometimes feel that way, but I intend to write certain entries for other people, even if I know they'll never read them. I consider the online journal an outlet for my rage, happiness, and messages that I know will never be sent but still accurately record the feelings I had about a particular person or thing. Sure, I can be deep sometimes, but it's usually forced - that's the kind of writer I am, and I've realized this about myself since taking Schwartz's classes. I'm infinitely loquacious, ridiculously bombast, and I prove my point right there by using those adjectives. I'll never be a naturally creative, introspective writer, and I've accepted this. I'm a classic informative writer with abstract terminology