took my last final yesterday

i am officially done with school

i now have a degree in political science

why is everything i do a complete fucking waste

Once is happenstance, twice is coincidence, three times is enemy action, four or more, god just hates you.

this was another long entry i wrote, then deleted after reading it. i dont even know why i still have this journal.

despair ( Read more... )

nightmare
n 1: a situation resembling a terrifying dream [syn: incubus]
2: a terrifying or deeply upsetting dream

torture
n 1: extreme mental distress [syn: anguish, torment]
2: unbearable physical pain [syn: torment]
3: intense feelings of suffering; acute mental or physical
pain; "an agony of doubt"; "the torments of the damned"
[syn: agony, torment]

i typed a bunch of stuff but i erased it.

its been a hard week.

i need a miracle.

but i now itll never come.

i dont know why i still dream.

its a lost cause.

one chance is all i ask.

one dream
one hope
one prayer

to the stars i sing my dreams in hope for a little harmony

yea i know its been a while ( Read more... )

well school has started. the last week has been pretty crazy. weve put on a number of events due to KP kickoff week. and alot of tabling. im tired of waking up at 8. things have been going pretty good. alot of people are turning up to some of our events. that was my main concern. but so far so good. now we get to rest for a lil bit. everyones been ( Read more... )