So last night was fucking amazing...shayne and kristen and me...party hardy man!!! We after watching some movies and hanging out...went to the new years party..IT WAS THE BEST!I mean just wow. By the end of the night of course I gave in and got shit-faced drunk...and when the newyear "bells" went off me and shayne and kristen and some random ( Read more... )

he did it again! -on a holiday- asked me out...then today....broke up with me. No anger now...just hurt.I blocked him and am done.

DashboardConfes5: i dont understand
XhoRRorXloVeX: what i said? or him?
DashboardConfes5: him
XhoRRorXloVeX: yeah...
XhoRRorXloVeX: i dont know
XhoRRorXloVeX: he seems to break you heart so much
DashboardConfes5: ...ya

Im not your gameboard- stop playing games.

I dont understand,all I know is im starting to regret saying yes-after last night you make me wounder-can I be with someone I dont trust anymore?Expecially after the words you spoke "I think I did somthing wrong"...is it what I think?-How did you manage to keep me up so late last night waiting for an answer,beggin..How did you manage to make a ( Read more... )

rolby just asked me back out...i said yes. im happy so fuck everyones opinion,<3

i can put mine and his pic in my new photo belt buckle...yes! -all my heart....goodnight

ps:tommy we r def. hanging out,and painting some towns!

She hates life so much, but she'll never make the cut deep enough.

ChaosIsMyGift: why do you purposely hurt yourself and then wonder why you cry ( Read more... )

Last night at brit's party was fun,im so proud of myself everyone...I really dont go near/do drugs anymore... :) sometimes like i want it to forget "but i cant always forget" ...so ya its been months..I dunno why i said that all but anyways going shoppin today- mhm me and rolby last night..kissed. -tho we r broken up- i dunno...dont matter we will ( Read more... )

I HATE YOU...-fucking planning on cheating on me-you canlie to everyone and make up ur storys,i hate you now...10months...pfft...GONE.-hope u like ur new girl- ASS.-cuz i will move on.

so here I sit..alone..on such a magical holiday...im so alone. I had a party to go to but for -some reason- I couldn't make myself get out of bed...to go.So I sit here alone but whatever at least I can be my fucking sad self here then pretend im ok at some party.. when really..I feel emotionally drained and dead...I never thought he'd kill me like ( Read more... )