if you're not over your ex - or hell, curious about what it would have been like if you'd given her a chance instead of me, then you and i are doing the very, very wrong thing right now.

Why? Because during those 30 minutes, that hour, however long I have that part of you I wish I had all the time. That thing I need but have to fight for, or be patient about the rest of the time.

And what you did tonight was just harsh.

I don't fade. I don't change. The way I am on Day 1 is the same way I will be on the last day. I don't start off acting one way, or treating you one way, and then fade into a comfort zone where everything dies down. The way I touch you the first time is the way I will touch you everytime. I end as affectionately as I begin. I start off as physical ( Read more... )

You want me to tell you when you do things that bother me, but when I do, it doesn't change. Give me a break with this.

You're either going to take me as I am - every part of me, or you're not going to take me at all. You can't pick and choose when it comes to who I am. You can't fawn over how wonderful I am to you, or how well I treat you, or how happy I make you, and then complain - behind my back, at that - that I'm too emotional. Emotion is what drives me - all ( Read more... )

I need to get out of this house. Someone please fucking come get me for even an hour, I don't give a shit, I just need to get the fuck out of here for awhile.

( My Interests Collage! )

I'm so sick of being on it ( Read more... )

So, I have decided to listen to my brain, instead of my heart and I'm leaving Alicia ( Read more... )

I will admit, I am one. I want instant pleasure. Instant satisfaction.

I want a diet to make me lose 10 pounds the first week.

I want a workout routine to form a 6 pack the first session.

I want her pills to instantly change her fucking attitude.

Hedonism sucks.