fuck this shit. my liscnese got suspended. they made a fucking stupid mistake at court and told me my liscense wouldnt be suspended. my mom just called me and told me i got a letter saying it will be suspended a week from now. fuck. today sucks. fuck fuck fuck.

ya so my party weekend got totally fucked up the ass and im in a bad mood right now. i cant even spend time alone and sober with my boyfriend. aoahfu. oooo and that fucking asshole ex boyfriend of ellie's really needs to get his dick chopped off and shoved deep up his ass and then felched by his fucking mom. yaaay. ;). ya but people suck in general ( Read more... )

today im feeling much better, except for the fact that i have a wicked big psych exam tomorrow...booo. mmm evan helped me feel better yesterday too. he's super awsome...and sexy. ;)

i need hope..

omg omg omg i got my labret pierced yesterday and it looks wicked friggin sweet dude. matt says im going to drool out of the hole though, haha he's such a cute one. im gunna post pics of it when i get home on thursday. oo to make things more orgasmic, ellie is coming home the same day as me and we are going to have such hot steamy sex. wooot. ya. ( Read more... )

i just need to keep telling myself to never look back, only look forward.

p.s. - scuba steve is a super awesome friend and evan is super sweet and sexy ;) <3

that was officially the WORST birthday i have ever experienced. i came home at like 8 at night crying my eyes out and having my mom comfort me, which is weird in itself because we never talk really. matt was the one who started the downward spiral of my birthday. so, yay thanks alot. ok im done. i hope everyone else enjoyed yesterday...

i feel so crappy at the moment after reading his journal. if he can get over me that quickly, then i know i wasnt the one for him. its for the best though. why keep him trapped with me when he never really cared? o well. yet another guy fucked me over. yay. luckily i have evan though. i just hope this doesnt turn to shit. ya i really have to stop ( Read more... )

i feel fat :(...

i really dont know what to do. things have gotten more complicated and sad and bla. i feel so eh...i cant even explain how i feel. i talked to linz about everything today in between classes and she helped me realize some stuff, but iv also talked to other buddies and they all give thier own advise which is all different. i love them all to death ( Read more... )