so where do i go from here...

i thought i was happy, but why do i keep feeling the need to cry...

ya so im in college now. iv had a lot of fun and found myself a pretty fun and geeky group of guys and linz lol. ya. im sure ill meet more people as the year goes on too. my roommate is wicked nice too. we dont really hang out, but im glad we can get along ( Read more... )

so everything now is peachy keen. well not 100% peachy keen, but on its way to 100% peachy keenness. i love my sexy matt more than anything<3<3<3.

i never thought id have to feel this way again. im in so much pain and hold so much doubt, yet i desperately latch onto that hope. this issue is so similar to the issue i had with my first love, well kinda really less severe but the feelings are still the same. i just try to pretend like nothing has changed, when in fact im a pathetic sobbing mess.

A girl and guy were speeding on a motorbike over 100 mph on the road ( Read more... )

ummm ya, die. thanks.

i have never been so greatful to be alive. it makes me wonder if there is a god out there. and no this isnt about a happy event, its about the scariest time iv ever experienced in my life. but im going to leave it at that....and that i love matt more than anything in the world. tonight definitly proved that for me...

omg omg omg. im so happy but i cant say why! its a seeecret. :0 :D.

p.s. - i loooooooove my sexy matt. <3