omg u know how spiders are the worst thing ever? yeah well when i went to patrick's house fri nite i was layin in the floor tryin to sleep and i felt something on my head so i pulled my head up real fast and this black thing [couldnt really see, it was dark] fell on my pillow and started running away. well i jumped up and turned on the light to see ( Read more... )

well i had alot of fun last nite. i hung out with this guy patrick that i work with. he's so cool. too bad he's gay. anyway, went to work blahblah then came home and went to wal-mart with my mom and i kept bugging her to buy me some vodka so finally she gave in, we had to get skol tho cause they didn't have any aristocrat. asses. so i went to the ( Read more... )

This journal is cursed. no doubt about it. right after i update about something the situation turns around and it's the complete opposite. like when i updated about davie, the next day we broke up. when i updated about dedrick, the next day we got in a fight. now that i said i was gonna come to TN to see dedrick we break up. well not offically yet ( Read more... )

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as of right now i'm pretty sure i'll be coming to nashville friday [the 12th] till monday. so if anyone wants to come meet dedrick and party at clay's house ur welcome to. dedrick is turning 21 thursday yay!! helloooo vodka. welp imma try to go to bed, gotta work in the morning. byeee.

well since no one updates i'll hafta entertain myself. anywho, i dunno about dedrick anymore. he's just too weird for me. one min. he'll be like 'i love u sooo much' then he'll be like 'i'm busy, bye' or he'll be short with me. he's an ass. i sent him a letter friday so that means he's gettin it today. dammit! i'm so not callin him tho cause when i ( Read more... )

geez does anyone ever update anymore? anyways..i'm so in love..i think. with dedrick. i like it and i hate it all at the same time. i'm just scared. and i feel like i am so stuck. i wanna grow up and do something i'm proud of, and we're talking about getting a place and stuff and i wanna do my cosmetology stuff and be someone..i dunno how to get ( Read more... )

yesterday i went and got like 50 applications around here. tuesday at 10am i have an interview at waffle house. i dunno if imma go or not yet. i guess i'll take my applications back and see if something else pops up. o well a job is a damn job when you're tryin to get a car. *ewwwww u know they like it i'm so icyyyyyy, so icyyyyy* yep my chain ( Read more... )

life is crazy. i'm back in kentucky now. ok see here's how it went down..i moved back to TN to live with tony and then melissa moved in like 2 days after i did. so anyway..everything was going ok, we'd drink together and watch movies and just have fun. ok before i moved he told me he wanted a ROOMMATE not a GIRLFRIEND. well, he lied. neither me nor ( Read more... )

ha i'm high and tried to put chocolate milk in the cabinent rather that the refridgerrator [sp?] hehe ok i'm amused