My best friend in the world from when I was in middle school found me on myspace. Andreia Nichole Calley. I'm so stoked. Also I have a crush on a kid named Hans. Ha...

I'm okay. Just a little more hollow inside ( Read more... )

I would just like to keep dreaming... Pretending you exist in this world then I'd belong. And you would touch my hair just let me stair and say how beautiful this scene is. With the mountains near and the ocean hitting my feet. I can feel nothing but sweet. I can feel nothing but sweet. And the taste still lingers on my lips of our first meaningful ( Read more... )

I have become a lier. I lie constantly and I hate it. I just want people to accept me and like me for me and not care about the things I've done and not worry about that or make it affect their view on me, but it does and it sucks, so I lie. I'm so freaking sick of lying. I seriously lie about everything to everyone. Important things, unimportant ( Read more... )

So of this life lesson I am trying to decide what I have learned. One, stop fucking around... Two, don't listen to what people tell you... Three, remember your heart and the truth inside even if you have to wait for what you really want. I hope and pray that everything will be fine, but I fear for the worst.

I had an interesting day again. It has definately been a strange week. My life has changed direction in a matter of seconds. Walking down a street at a certain time can change so much in your life. I met David. I'm really stoked. This could be rad. It has been thus far for sure. He's a doll. The first day we hung out. I mean not just walking down ( Read more... )

I am full of freaking out. I have often been asked to move in directions opposite eachother and which direction I should choose, or the direction in my heart I am unsure of. Last night I threw a handful of chips at my sister... In front of strangers and friends of my dear brother. My mind is racing yet still. I'm frustrated. Who is right in a world ( Read more... )

$20 in candy and, Finding Neverland, and Beyond the Sea. Stuffing our faces and walking with no cars to drive. Eating chocolate covered peanuts and Cran-Rasberry juice. Laughing like we're 5. It was a great night. I love my brother I hope we have lots of other times like these.

I'm in need of money right now, because I'm trying to save up for a trip. So, I can come to your house. Now, it's not legal to charge outside of a salon, so, I can't charge you! It's nice that way, because you can tip how ever much you think the service was worth ( Read more... )

I'm definately listening to Counting Crows right now and it makes me really happy. You know how sometimes something awful happens and you attach a band or album to that awful thing and it ruins it for you? Well, Counting Crows have just meant good times for me ( Read more... )