Well another week gone by. Nothing overly interesting happened. Wednesday I was supposed to go to the beach with Heather, Big Mac, and Cynth..but the rain cancelled that. Then we planned to go to the mall in Montgomery and then eat at Macaroni Grill, but some miscommunication happened and that got cancelled too. So, we settled for Old Navy and then ( Read more... )

Bowling tonight..yippee!

( Goodbye to you )

So once again, I can't sleep. I lay down, shut my eyes, and think about everything. I guess it's the only time that I really stop to think and also the only time that I'm alone. Today would make it two whole weeks since Brian and I have broken up. In the two weeks time period, I've learned a lot about my past and a lot about my future. I've started ( Read more... )

Why is it that when you are head over heels for someone, you can't find any lyrics to express that to that person. But as soon as you're left heartbroken by that person, every song seems to fit?

Two pics from Cynthia's.
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Wow, what an awesome freakin weeken' :-D

Wow, what a crazy four days it has been. I'm going to back track just a little. Saturday was the day Brian and I split, so that night I invited Heather and her bf Daniel and my cousin Matt over for the night. Just to watch movies and chill and to keep me occupied. We stayed up until FIVE in the morning. The next day we ate a good lunch that my mom ( Read more... )

Well, things between Brian and I are over. It really sucks, but I guess it is what was best. I think it's the hardest thing I have ever had to do, just walking away...but we both agreed it was time. I hope he is holding up ok, I haven't talked to him...I guess he's out celebrating. (JK) As for me, I do okay as long as I dont think about it or him, ( Read more... )

I feel emotionally drained right now. Im so tired of this up-and-down rollercoaster ride called life. Im tired of being caught up in ifs, ands, and buts. Im tired of needing a shoulder to cry on and having no one. I just wish I could go back two or three years and change everything. Start over again on a clean slate. Keep the same mind-set I used ( Read more... )

It seems to me that the world is against me. I hang around no one but Brian and his friends, so when we fight..I am always the bad guy. Granted, I am wrong a lot, but I need someone on my side. Brian and I seem to be going back into that stage where we do nothing but fight. Im so frikkin excited. (note: sarcasm) Apparantly, I seem to be more of a ( Read more... )

I wish that I was a writer. I want the ability to sit down and put together a story. To speak my emotions through fiction, the things that will never exist.