So apparently last night I had fixed myself a bowl of cereal and then climbed into bed with it, and snuggled up next to it ,and fell asleep. I had to laugh this morning at the soggy bowl of perfectly untouched (or harmed) bowl of mush.  I'm crazy. I was crying from laughing so hard when I told Mark the story. Everyone sleeps with dogs, stuffed ( Read more... )

 I would like to say that my lack of writing is an extremist attempt at a being a bit of a Hemingway. But Hemingway at least jotted a couple words down. I appreciate the beauty in this. Writing that is as close to silence as you can come. Not quite, but you get my point. I read somewhere that people who are avid readers tend to comprehend and deal ( Read more... )

I guess I surprise myself more often than I realized. Coming here was a bit of a jump into the black distance. No stars here.  But I am content here, which is the most I can really ask for out of a place that is missing the one person I need most in life. I spend my days at work in front of a computer, or art, or art on the computer. Oh and I have ( Read more... )

It's finally sweater wearing weather here in the District. Okay...so it's in the 60's...but I'm cold ( Read more... )

Today was a beautiful day. On days like that I always wonder if it's beautiful elsewhere. Is the sun shining this brightly in New Mexico? I miss Mark most on days like that. I guess, to tell the truth, rain or shine, I feel lonely. Love has no limits, but sometimes when you stretch the miles and weeks out far enough it feels like it just might. It' ( Read more... )

When I first moved here the city seemed to open up, stuffed with houses and beggars and mexicans, to a kind of bohemian freedom ( I can't think of a better term for it). Today the first chill of fall set in and I've been playing Ryan Adam's "Sweet Carolina" over and over again in a kind of desperate attempt to make it South, if not physically at ( Read more... )

 I'll be coming home on Sunday for a few hours before I head out to Knoxville to help Mark move into his new place. Then, I will be moving to D.C. for about 6 months. I decided to take the internship with the Smithsonian and I found a family to live with and nanny for during my stay there. So if anyone want to come visit feel free. I would love to ( Read more... )

So to update all you folks...I've been here on long island for about two weeks. We just started staff training and everything seems to be going well thus far. I was offered an internship at the Smithsonian in D.C but I don't know if I really want to be that far away from Mark. Other than that life is good. Feel free to call me any time you need. I ( Read more... )

Only two things left to do. Finish writing my art history paper and finish my photo final. The paper won't be hard because I've written about half of it and I have all my material. The photo final on the other hand I still have no real idea what I want to take pictures of. Oh well. I'll figure it out sometime before Friday. I would really like to ( Read more... )

I'm afraid I haven't written anything productive lately. This is not an uncommon thing when I start getting stressed/busy/in love. So instead of trying to write something meaningful and deep, I'm going to pull a Warhol and just give you the surface. We hang out on the surface together from time to time...me and good old "figment ( Read more... )