DUE TO CERTAIN CIRCUMSTANCES (THE WONDERFUL INVENTION OF MYSPACE) THIS JOURNAL IS AND WILL BE NO LONGER RUNNING. REPEAT THIS JOURNAL NO LONGER EXISTS...REPEAT THIS JOURNAL NO LONGER EXISTS...REPEAT THIS JOURNAL NO LONGER EXISTS...REPEAT THIS JOURNAL NO LONGER EXISTS...REPEAT THIS JOURNAL NO LONGER EXISTS...REPEAT THIS JOURNAL NO LONGER EXISTS... ( Read more... )

who am i kidding? only myself, that's who. I am not over Jose, and no matter how much i try, he still gets to me. I went on myspace today and saw his profile. and guess what happened to dave! he fucking melted at the sight of his ex. Jesus Christ, no se que hacer. wait, scratch that, i know what to do, it's just hard. i hate breaking down like this ( Read more... )

well, still here, feeling a little better and having fewer breakdowns. i am going to call Jose tomorrow and see how i handle it. if i go back to breaking down, then i am going to tell him that i am going to need more time. well, that's all for now.

Well, another day in my life ( Read more... )

Broke up, i will be all right...someday

Soaiem pacetem miem gentem. voi "update" mio giornale subitu.

well, here i was at MDC with Ana. she tells me about her situation with some chick named natasha. then, in a split second, my world turns upside down. I am walking with her toward the parking lot and these four guys grab us, tell us to be quiet, and force us into their car. the next few seconds seemed like they lasted for hours. one of them pointed ( Read more... )

okay, well, suzy and i spoke yesterday around 11-ish and worked things out. Main reason she was pissed at me was becuase she felt i rubbed Nathan in her face, which i admit i did. Of course, i wasn't thinking about anything, i was caught up in the whole insulting thing. we came to an understanding and forgave each other and i promised i wouldn't ( Read more... )

how does it feel like to be in a shithole? well, just walk in my shoes and you're to find out ( Read more... )

ok, once again my theory of life is proven. whenever someone's VERY happy with the direction their life's taken, someone or something comes along and brings u back down ( Read more... )