hmmmm, so the whole myke thing is retarded and not worth even talking about. to sum it up, i waited a month, moved on assuming he would never want a relationship and then right when i find someone else he pops up out of nowhere and gets pissed off or upset or whatever and now he deleted me off myspace and shit, cooooool. oh well.

So i've lost 24 pounds in the past months, and coincidently these past 5 mnths have been the most stressful in my life. so i didn't lose the weight for a good reason, but i wont complain, cause its obviously made me more confident...have you ever liked someone so much that you feel like its a different kind of like? for instance, i've been in love ( Read more... )

i dont even know what to say right now. and im not sure i want to. but all i know is i dont tinhk ive ever felt so crushed by anytinhg. and to know that i screwed part of it up hurts even more. i dont want fucking pity, i jsut cant even describe how i feel right now. and its like one of those feelings where if you did describe it no one would ever ( Read more... )

Sometimes i jsut wish i knew exactly how to act around certain people, i feel so stupid right now.i jsut wish i'd realize what i'm doing wrong and fix it on my own before hvaing someone else say it ( Read more... )

me and jim broke up.... we don't see eachother enough... and other stuff

our 2 year ann. would of been in 3 days..

just got home from food shopping after dropping myke off at work.. i got good food. im eating eating good food. and im watching a really sweet movie. my hip tattoos are finsihed, it hurt like a mother fucker, but they are amazing, i mgiht add leaves to them though.. bob is drawing it up for me so im gonna go chekc it out in liek 2 weeks to see how ( Read more... )

i'm strange and you're strange, don't want you to change, no way....

hm
i don't know.
i love jim.

db...eh.

um my tattoos are being started saturday at 4... :-[ :)

i've come to the conclusion that everything in my life thats gone wrong lately has been my own fault, i don't know myself anymore..

"Now, say you're a bird."
"If you're a bird, I'm a bird."

ok is my new icon not fucking hilarious or what?hahahahaha oh man, if you have seen that episode you'd know what i mean.. woooooo.

in other news, i had a bad day at work, someone needs to get fired, *cough*jackthepharmacist*cough*.

shes crying and hes trying to explain to her the reasons why she needs to keep living and not die.. and she says "like love?" and hes like "yes, like love" and she goes "i don't know love..." and they they kiss really passionately...

makes me sad..