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Why Is it that whenever I'm most happy I get these desires to do something awful. Something that will either ruin everything or make things eventually more meaningful....but regardless, harmful to me. I'm definitely not over my past shit....fuckin AK & NC.

Ask me what I want...anything and you'll give it to me. But I know you'll never give me the one thing, the only thing that I want from you.

I feel like I'm dying. and my heart is sinking. Im so....

it's so very strange how life seems to go on like normal

I'm getting sick, and I'm tired, and I have such a void. I feel like a broken record. I've been saying for a long time now "I can't keep doing this, I can't keep feeling this way." Obviously that’s not the truth, since I still do the same things and feel the same way. But, now it's all taken a toll and I feel like I'm really to the point where I ( Read more... )

I'm  so happy and sad at the exact same moment. I feel like crying but I don't know exactly why. I really need....something.....idk. gah

I feel depreesed tonight...its not good

Fuck Shit.

.....don't ask.

I'm trying to be okay with this, but it could be going better...