despite my early introduction back into the mental scene of my lucid reality,...everytime i walk i'm sick and tired of hearing a squeaky sound coming from my left ,..no wait right shoe....it sounds like i have a mouse in my pocket with each thug step ( Read more... )

Shit!!! And I mean shit in the way like!! WTFuckk!! was my drunk ass thinking??... I was trying to cock the hammer on my 9mm. with one hand,.. which i did! and im proud of myself on a personal Rambo survivalist level,,,,but stupid fuck me who likes pulling the trigger on this gun while i tote it with me through out the house allday strapped to my ( Read more... )

This is going to be difficult, but i believe I need to start keeping my thoughts and the reality i see around me on a daily basis just to keep a sound mind and a healthy outlook in some sense. I can't go to far into explaining my absense from my memoirs, ...chances are I'll plug them in from time to time as if they happened just yesterday..I'm a ( Read more... )

Well my eyes are really flipping me the fuck out right now,...i dont even know if i can write this letter ....maybe if i just look at the keyboard and ignore the monitor screen things will work out ok ( Read more... )

I'm slowly coming back, in time i'll be here more often to unravel all the chaos i guess you could easily put it ( Read more... )

Ok brush up real quick,...I met and befriended a conservative drunken liberal lawyer chick at pappaduexs restaurant while eating oysterswhich doesnt make any fucking sense as did her view in politics,......then i met some girl later on that day whose name was one of a kind ..Fairen..who claimed to be a computer hacker and claims that her last ( Read more... )

Quick entry while im at the bar,..i was walking the other day at my cousins boss's property and his neighbor who has a horse sees me and does this Mr. Ed noise and to me i translate it to thinking that the horse was saying hey whats up i'm bores and its fucking hot outside,.. which it was its been in thee 100's this entire week in Auatin,...so i ( Read more... )

I need to start writitng my thoughts again,...........im letting too many ingenious thoughts just fly away from me without documenting them down.. where to begin where to begin,..fuck ( Read more... )

I'm in Aransas Pass right now sittin gin the hotel lobby trying to figure out what the hell is going to happen here from now ( Read more... )

last nights memmories are a blurr, i faintly recall hugging the porcelain god and spewing out my soul,...seems i've challenged a guerilla last night to a boxing match 2 weeks from now at austins sunday flea market,...i say, lets Rock!!,..im due for a good fight,..too buzzed to type more im going later to see rebecca on 6th street at that pizza shop ( Read more... )