I heard this song today and i just think its awesome..reminds me of my dad, life, love just everything..its crazy how quick life can change..by life,death,love ( Read more... )

I used to always write when things bothered me, whether is was relationships, my fathers death, my fears and most of all anything sad. I have never wrote anything thats happy because happy things do not make songs.. I never wrote because i wanted people to relate but thats how it was. I wish i had someone who could relate now. I ask everyone for ( Read more... )

I am so sick of life. I dont want to die but im sure if i didnt have support i'd want to. I cant stand not having a place to call home because again i am sure that i am going to have to move...my cousin is being lame to me! bad. I had a court case yesterday for unemplyment because corona sucks and i cant find a decent job! i miss my dad so fucking ( Read more... )

This wknd sucks...its boring, im tired..and im lame

Sometimes i feel like all i can do is cry..makes no difference to who i am or how i am going to do anything these days. I am so depressed sometimes..i dont have any money to even go look for a job and working one day a week dosent pay my bills at all. Everyone tells me keep trying something will work out. I have tried for 3 months now almost ( Read more... )

I really like my job, even though its on saturdays only right now. I have been looking for something else during the week but I havent had any luck now..really sucks. I dont get paid until the middle of April..bummer again. This wknd ill be working. Tommorow Who knows what ill be doing..blah. I have been doing well on not eating meat lately. Im ( Read more... )

Today was just one of those days where I am super stressed out because of my dads house which is mine now and my sisters, bills, jobs, my life..blah. I really hate it when my boyfriend is away, and which is most of the time. Its so weird because when he is around im not stressed because i can just look at him and realize life is more than what i ( Read more... )