So, While riding my bike home in the rain and cold from work I'd been pondering what to tell my father about my financal accounts and what nots and how I was going to see my boyfreind on my days off before he went back up to Oregon to find work. When al of a sudden some one in this world thought it would be funny as hell to throw a open Coke can at ( Read more... )

I know it's best. but it hurts so much to have him go back to Oregon without me. I wish that he'd stay. But I'd be selfish to want it. Or to keep him here. Personaly I'm torn between what I want. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I really really do. If i had it my way I won't be working at La Bou. I'be be working at a little cafe on the ( Read more... )

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I didn't say a word to anyone at work today. I don't really know why. I had this urge to cry but just was quite. I stood there and looked sright ahead wondering if any one would notice. I know Trisha did. She tried to get me to laugh. It didn't work. I just turned my head and went on with my job acting like no one was there.

I took the order, gave ( Read more... )

I had a dream I was pregnant With Jon's Baby ( Read more... )

Ok, So i'm going up to Jon's for thanks giving and going to be all romantic and all that crap. =P YAY!

I'm BACK ( Read more... )

GAHHH!!!!!!!!!

Wow! That feels better! =P

Wow...were the hell did i go.....

*looks around* Well I'm alive...bearly... But Any who......Yeah.

=P

It's become painfully clear that I'm an annyoance to you. I'll leave you alone and let you go on with your life as you have for the past month. I'm sorry that I has holding on to a hop for so long when I should have been taking the time to heal from this. I'm sorry to have been a bother. I wish you luck in love and life. I hope the girl you find ( Read more... )