Well hello.
It has been pretty much 2 months since I have even been on this thing... give or take a few days. It's nothing like that myspace... or that facebook...or anything else we all pull out of our asses. =o

Well,as you all know, I'm not very good at computer things... or getting up to date. because i dont like computers all too much but i will ( Read more... )

It doesn't feel like christmas is coming up this coming Monday.
It feels like any other day...any other week.
I've realized that the older I get the more everything just loses it meaning.
It never feels like a holiday anymore (for me)
it never feels like my birthday
or the last day of school.
Everyday just seems like every other day.

Anyways...
me and sami ( Read more... )

Fuck family.
I was hoping to have family to help me through this all.
but I know that i can stand strong on my own two legs
I don't need them to know that I will grow
and change
without them.
And when I make my own successful life
and they want to join me in my glory
and remonice on how they helped me get where i am today
Ill give them a big FUCK YOU...
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Halloween was good stuff
I had soo much fun and
Nate and Shawn pry had the ....
I don't what words I want to use for their costumes.

if i had a camera i woulda taken pictures
but i don't so it doesnt really look like im going to post them.

here's to no sleep!

and yet;
i still wish i could have made it to allll the parties.

Isn't it crazy how the slightest touches...
or the slightest looks
or the itsiest bit of ANYTHING
can just bring you back.

I'm so confused but its a happy confused.
I feel this spirt of confidence but I feel as though...
even though the certain situation is horid to think ...
That I want to put myself there,
and I want to get shot down
or get swept off my ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting in mr. wilsons class all by myself
all of my friends aren't here...
:-[

Anyways, it's FRIDAY!!!
I have work till 10 but I know that everyone alawys has something to do
past that point in time. 
I can't wait becausae I want to see all my favorite people!
Just so long that they're not in Tennessee.
I hope not. 
BUT YES!!

everyday this weekend ( Read more... )

Single...
 I'm going to be happy
 without him.

aaannnnddd

This weekend.... when i DON'T work
I'm going to come out and play
because I miss playing with all of you.
Be prepard because I'm comming to get you.

P.S: I'm soooo excited! Halloween's comming up 
andddd
not to mention miss K f'in T's birthday is in 11 days...

oh shit! whatwhat.

I don't know what I liked better about this weekend...
The fact that I didn't do anything,
The fact that I worked the whole time,
or the fact that I had to fight with someone I care about the entire time.

All I really need is a nice big cup of French Vanilla Cappi. but 
I really don't even have the money for that.

But good news! I get my first paycheck ( Read more... )

Everything has been so different lately. With the baby here and school; I seriously thought that this school year was going be fuckin awsome. I guess it's fine. I'm doing everything that I know I need to do this year to meet my satifaction, but who knows how long I'll keep that one up. I guess the fact that I hardly have friends around anymore, it ( Read more... )

Don't you hate it when you know something fucked up is about to happen but you just don't know what the fuck it is yet?

yah...
me too...