My head's throbbing. I feel like I have a fever. And I haven't felt this way since 1 year 17days. Has it really been that long. Why is everything so raw and everything at this hour feels so surreal. Same darkness, same silence. 1 year minus 9. 2010 seemed to have passed in a blur. Move on, I cannot live this way and let more good memories pass me ( Read more... )

it is sad that results came out about the christmas period.
left me very angsty about the way systems work
every conv i have revolves around injustice.

i dont want presents already
(well unless u give me a lot of $ haha)
because my house got no space and i have numerous copies of many items amassed over the years that could last me for many more years ( Read more... )

yea yea grades dont matter fk u all ( Read more... )

i used to hardly ever fall sick ( Read more... )

holidays are always strange ( Read more... )

2010 is ending ( Read more... )

i don't think i can love/hate anyone as much as architecture school.

freaking crazy world.

makes me want to laugh and cry all the time, all at once.
makes me feel so powerful, that i am capable, that i can do things
but makes me feel so insignificant, inconsequential, and how i will never be able to change things.
want it to end so bad when it runs at a ( Read more... )

everything moves too fast ( Read more... )

what shall i do with the rest of my life

sick of it all.