before sec1, i filled up the form... indicating that i didnt want

before uni, i chose one extra program over the other

OMFG WHY WAS I SO STUPID WHY DID I COMMIT THE SAME MISTAKE TWICE IN MY LIFE

that goodness in my final year of undergrad education, final sem, i took the step towards the change. AND I FREAKING HELL ACED IT. I AINT GONNA STOP, U AINT  ( Read more... )

this is the education i missed out on ( Read more... )

it's quite irritating. to turn and see someoneworking on something that looks exactly like what i'm workingon. plans. 3dmodel. it's highly irritating. fking save me from this world.

april 13th. come quick.
the day i quit sch a bit
4 years of educationand i finally realised how flawed this all is.

all we're trying
all we're fighting for.

it is so flawed.

it's ending.
and everything will fall apart.

the last 3 weeks, of my 4 years here.
such a screwed up mess of emotions none of us can really express

come mid-april everything changes.
4 years later, i feel smaller than ever.

i hate my life
im sick
sick as shit
have nth for studio tmr
hence i will stay awake till i get smth
but i still dont have anything
means i wont get to slp
but that sucks
because there is still mtg tmr
and then write for contemp
and then i have to revise for french on tuesday
andlesson is at 8am means i wake up at 630am
omfg just kill me now
because i really ( Read more... )

why do we work so hard

why do i still work when i'm sick

why do i tolerate others' crap

when can i go

where do i belong

why does it have to be this way.

everyday that passes
i'm more convinced that i'm better off hidden away in a cave
cause less shit for others
others cause less shit for me

this has been a good year.
I have been spending less time on fb, twitter, lj.
but i've sadly also neglected tumblr.

i've tried to be more efficient
but i've sadly also stopped visiting many archi-sites

i've been finishing stuff i need to do on time
but i've sadly also not done the more that i can

i started the year practising much classical,
but after gz, ( Read more... )

some people
got no freaking sense of urgency

grow up man
not everything happens as slowly as you

things i'm glad i am:
i have ambition
i know my limits
i have a sense of responsibility
i also have a sense of urgency
i can make decisions.

didn't feel a thing.
mmm shld make a timeline of all these years...
best with jaychou playing in the background, haha.

jaychou should not have curly hair. he looks like cok with curly hair.
anyway i have always thought...
what will i ever say to him if i do get to meet him in person
haha. everything i think i might say would sound too lame.
but then ( Read more... )