An update on this journal.. hm ( Read more... )

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20080616/sc_nm/space_planets_dc

maybe god's decided he's done playing with us fuckups and is already in the process of making new playtoys.

just a thought :P

It's like breathing.

And I've been drowning for two weeks. I needed to breathe again.

[Coherent add-on: I got a tattoo. Go onto facebook to see it, I personally love it. ]

I think an accurate thing to say would be:

I've spent the past month and a half falling apart.

Now I'm just at the bottom and there's nothing left to do.

'she won't NOT do it unless she has a very, VERY good reason not to'

...i guess having life, and having friendship.... aren't very very good reasons not to

My mantra for the Three Sisters scene I'm doing in acting class...

"I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine. I'm fine."

....oh how easy that is

all right. let's get something concrete down.

How many times have I heard in the past few weeks:

You need to surround yourself with different people.
Better people.

Well, I'm sorry but fuck you and your better, different people. How can anyone say that?

Maybe I am not a better, different people ( Read more... )

i should not drink again for a long, long time.

really.

read from bottom to top ( Read more... )

4 day weekends

welcome to AA.