i dont know why i have this thing. i never really use it. and no one ever reads its. i dont have that many friends to read about. i dont talk to anyone. or comment. or nada. so yea. i might as well delete it.

its been a while since i have posted anything relavent ( Read more... )

when you feel something good about to happen.
when you have a crush on someone.
when everything is going right.

my eyes wont focus and my head wont stay still

i have never ever been kissed under the mistle toe

( haha maybe i need one of these )

i am happy ( Read more... )

i dont care that all my posts are sad. i dont fucking care.

i dont like me job really.
i dont ever do anything anymore.
people are so inconsiderate and selfish. i can't stand it.
i just want to live on my own. all alone.

everyone is blind. why can't they see? maybe they do and ignore it.
whatever the reason. no one understands

you will need ( Read more... )

so everything is slipping
i sat here and listened to someone else tell me who my sister is. stuff i already knew. but it hurt.
she is truely who i care about the most.

sometimes i feel like it is a waste of my emotions.

( pictures )

I have a feeling that i am ( Read more... )