whoever said alcohol doesn't solve or help your problems mustve been retarded. I feel better now, just a little disoriented from last night. I just wish I had someone special to spend time with. I guess thats what Ive really been missing overall lately. Im still kind of down, but thank God for P.O.D. they always manage to keep my head up. Ive still ( Read more... )

Thank God for alcohol, the cause of, and solution to.......

all of life's problems

Been feeling kinda horrible lately. I dont know why. Too much stress I think. My mind isnt working like it normally does. Ive been kinda grouchy and just plain angry alot. College coming up and me just finding out I have only 5 weeks to prepare for an audition I probably wont pass. This whole switching schools thing has got me in a knot. and I ( Read more... )

We just went in to Tow Zone Studios with the Dundee Crown Jazz Band to record 5 charts, "Flight of the Foo Birds" (Count Basie), "Smack Dab in the Middle" (Ray Charles, different arrangement), "Altered States" (Mike Tomaro), "Somba De Los Gatos" (???), and Angel Eyes (Frank Mantooth?). It was actually quite a fun experience and just went to show us ( Read more... )

Well, after staying up until 6 am last night and working all 2 and a half hours of the final period for English, I can finally rest, its finally over. I just hope all that work ends up paying off. Not so much for a high grade cuz i very obviously didn't get enough points to obtain an "A" which is 1000. I roughly finished about 800 points worth and ( Read more... )

This is poetry I just finished for my english class which ill probly lose th files for later so this is for safekeeping and anyone that reads it, please comment on what you think ( Read more... )

ARGGHHH!! This stupid English thing has got me so mad, frustrated, and all the synonyms to mad and frustrated. I got 4 of 5 poems done, and this stupid organic poetry is pissing me off, i have like no ides left after pulling out of my ass the best poem Ive ever written imo and after this, i have 6 article summaries, and 2 more response papers, 5 ( Read more... )

Just got Testify from Ted, although I had already listened to it on The Leak. I gotta say this album is great. Its so different than the P.O.D. ive heard before, it seems with each POD release, we get a new sound, which is cool cuz you cant ever expect the same product from the band. And its so awesome how they express their faith without shoving ( Read more... )

Turns out Tom failed journalism and now hes grounded. This sucks so bad. I really wanna see him. I really like him and im just so bad with words and stuff. GAHH!! this shit sucks. I just got so much on my mind and this is something that I really want to happen. I just wish things wouldnt happen the way they do sometimes

Just found out my bro is doing coke again. *sigh* but what can I do? its his life, this is mine. I wouldnt want him to try to control mine so I guess theres not much I really can do. oh well. whatever...