I'm realizing I have a lot of options on what I could do with my life right now. I'm trying to figure out if I want to go abroad before I move up to Portland or if I need to wait. If AI will let me go for summer or fall this year I'll go abroad but if not I'm for sure moving to Portland in September. I just want to get away and go experience things ( Read more... )

Idealists as a temperament, are passionately concerned with personal growth and development. Idealists strive to discover who they are and how they can become their best possible self--always this quest for self-knowledge and self-improvement drives their imagination. And they want to help others make the journey. Idealists are naturally ( Read more... )

And the most important person in my life just walked out for another two months.
And I'm not sure how well I'm going to handle it this time.

Once again I am in the same position. This always happens to me. Why can't things ever just be simple?

I just want things to make sense.
I'm sick of mixed signals.
I just need a little clarity on the situation.

Alcohol really does get me into trouble of all sorts.
Though I have found a boy who is quite the catch.
Life is good.
Life is wonderful, actually.

But I must say its rather strange when your friends start getting married and/or having kids.
I'm slowly growing old.
What happened to high school?
My teens are almost over (thank god).
But oh its so good being ( Read more... )

Thursday night, everything's fine, except you've got that look in your eye
when I'm tellin' a story and you find it boring,
you're thinking of something to say.
You'll go along with it then drop it and humiliate me infront of our friends.

Then I'll use that voice that you find annoyin' and say something like
"Yeah, intelligent input, darlin', why don't ( Read more... )

Booze, boys, and broken hearts.
I'm starting to see a trend.

There are just some days when I feel like I can't live without him... today is one of those days.
Sometimes I try to ignore that the feelings are there- but some days they are just too undeniable to be ignored.

So a friend last night said I should try to get a medical marijuana card for my anxiety last night. Maybe its not such a bad idea... My anxiety is starting to get super bad again- today is one of those freak out days. I can't focus and I'm super tense.
Ick.