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Some days I just feel like screaming.

I'm a little more than intrigued this time. I've stumbled upon love again. Fresh and new. Its liberating and exciting. Its like I've waited my whole life for this moment. "You consume my thoughts. And I like it." I forgot how intoxicating love is. I can't really explain it. I forgot what it was like to be this happy. I'm not running this time. I ( Read more... )

Being back in LA is like coming home. And going back to Oregon is going to be more difficult than I thought. September isn't going to come soon enough.

I'm ready to find love again. I'm coming to realize the strange absence of not having someone else to care for and please.
And my life is taking me back down to L.A. in September. I can't wait. I've almost got a place for myself secured.
The tides are changing.

Words cannot describe what I feel right now. There is no language that could explain the void I feel.

Lots of new news.

1. Going to Milan, Italy in the fall to study abroad for 3 months.
2. I'm back on anxiety meds and I feel like a normal person again.
3. I got a new job at Bellatazza in Sunriver and I'm going to make bank this summer.
4. Dan and I are back on good terms.
5. I am incredibly sunburnt, and loving our warm weather.
6. I always seem to make ( Read more... )

Its funny how people walk in and out of your life.

I'm feeling everything at once right now.
I want him, and no one else.
But he's 900 miles away.
And my heart hurts in so many different ways right now.

I'm realizing what a judgemental bitch I am sometimes. I'm sitting here in bellatazza and this blond walks in and order a grande double shot, non-fat vanilla carmel latte and all I can do is think "yeah you need it to be non-fat." Needless to say I think I'm getting slightly cocky about appearances and rather picky. I'm not sure if that's a good ( Read more... )