I hate you on many different levels right now.
But no matter what you do or what happens, I will always love you.
Always.

Its all too much.
And it hurts too bad.

Just an update. ROOMMATES suck.

They really don't give shit about anyone else but themselves- especially at 1am during midterms week.
I've only been here a month and I'm already sick and tired of this shit. Its going to be a long haul this year.

I really do hate girls for the most part.
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So, I'm here in the O.C. now. 900 miles away from home. I had no idea it would be this hard. I definitely appreciate home more ( Read more... )

I hate being homesick.

Fuck.

I'm ready to leave.

Its time to pack my bags, and leave this all behind.

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"The greatest thing you could ever learn is to love, and to be loved in return."

I'm so sick of feeling this way. About you. About us. About everything. I need to feel like you still want me. I need to know that I'm important. But I need you to be understanding. I can't do this by myself, even though you seem to think I can. You have no idea how I feel right now. No one does.

I know 2 weeks doesn't sound that long. But after ( Read more... )

The pale morning rays filtering mutely through my blinds, I lay curled beneath my pile of blankets, last nights mascara caked around my eyes from the late night sobs. The cold morning air lies heavy on my face as do the events of the coming morning. With a faint click I hear you enter the room, so careful to not scare me from my half slumber. You ( Read more... )