I know that ending the relationship was for the best, but it's still really hard.

I really think the next person I date needs to be the one, because this whole finding someone, getting together, and breaking up pattern is just too hard.

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Warp speed.Too fast.Too bad.Keep going.No thinking.Just act.Move forward.Doesn't sleep.Not hungry.Paralyzed.Falling behind.Catch up.CATCH UP!Just relax.Breathe.Can't breathe.CAN"T BREATHE.Heartbeat.Too fast.Thoughts.Many thoughts.Too many thoughts.Keep Going.KEEP GOING.Pressure's on.Stay focused.Stay driven.Don't fuck up.Their only hope.Stop ( Read more... )

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Just R E A C H out to me.

It's funny, what I thought I needed is being fulfilled; and yet, I still feel a bit hollow

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I suggest you run baby, cause I have this feeling that I might just br e ak your lovely heart.

Sometimes, in the heat of a moment, we nail our colours to the most unlikely masts. We proclaim allegiance to some very dubious causes. Then, when our bluff is called we feel honour-bound to stand our ground. The next thing we know, we are committed to a course of action that we really don't have much affinity for. Right now, you seem to be having ( Read more... )

That there are a few chapters in my life that are about to close. And even though it is a bit frightening, I think it's just time.

I was thinking about it, and there are so many needs of mine that haven't been met in a really long time. And I'm guessing either one of two things has happened ( Read more... )

I just want to jump off of a fucking cliff right now.

No matter what you do, you'll still always somehow lose in my book.