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Huge update!
Well hello. I'm sorry that I haven't updated in this thing forever. But I had the sudden urge to go back here and read what has been happening to Ms. Erica Englert. =) I love you girl. But there has been so much that has been happening to me recently, the smoke has finally cleared and I know what is happening in my life ( Read more... ) -
I lost and it sucks!
Sometimes I wonder why do I even bother to fucking care? If I do I get hurt. For two nights I haven't gotten much sleep. Even though I am dead tired and the tears won't stop. They won't. Sometimes when I sit in my room alone, they won't stop either. I think I resolve the problem that hurt me, but then why won't I stop crying? Taryn tried to give me ( Read more... ) -
Crunch WEEKEND!
Well well well. I am going to the Crunch game this weekend! And I can't fucking wait! I REALLY CAN'T! =) I am like dancing in my fucking seat. I am wearing my Marc Methot jersey tomorrow! I spent 300 dollars on it, and I can't be more excited! I love Marc, he is a good defender and has helped out the team a lot last year. So I can't wait to see ( Read more... ) -
Why must I be a loser?
It's now 12:29 AM, and in about I don't know maybe 14 hours, I have a presentation due, and it's not done. Not only that but I am supposed to write up a my main topic for my history paper that is due tomorrow also. All I have to say is that I am fucked! -
HOLEY MOLEY!
Wow, I have definitely not written in here. Wow, so there are some things to catch up about. Well first off, my 21st birthday went over with a smash. I have some great friends. Jen, and Mike, Stephanie and her Mike they were the people that I love to hang out with this summer. I was more or less the fifth wheel. =( Oh well. You live and you learn. ( Read more... ) -
6 days!
My birthday is in six days! So did you get me something good? haha, jk. I have been working my ass off this summer so far, and I will continue until the middle of august. Because mama needs to buy college textbooks in the fall. yikes! Anyways, tomorrow I am getting braces. Oh joys! I want them so don't ask me why I want them. Or why I need them. ( Read more... ) -
Home
Well apparently I am a hell of a lot skinnier. I apparently lost about 30 lbs according to all of my Target people. =/ 30 lbs? Wow...I didn't think that I lost any weight. One girl Jenelle laugh at me, because she said that I had guy trouble that made me lose weight, while she is having guy trouble and she is gaining weight. I am going to get ( Read more... ) -
Wow...senior life ahead of me.
So there is a lot that I can say, but I am not. My feelings for people and life outside of Potsdam has grown a lot. I am missing my friends from home a lot more as time goes by. Because I have a feeling after I graduate here I will lose contact with people here. So why not cut myself sooner, so the pain isn't so great you know? People tell me I am ( Read more... ) -
huishhhaf
Hey there world! Anyways, I know it's been a long long time. But I thought that I should update. Yes I know not very good of me. But lately I have been down in the dumps and I haven't been eating and very sad. =/ Oh well. I am starting to feel better and what not. So I am good to go. Anyways this past week I went to a Crunch, Amerks game. And the ( Read more... ) -
Please do not kill me.
Anyways, I have not updated in this place for a really long time. Sorry. Please don't kill me. I have just been having so much shit going on at home and with work. I think Target's whole purpose is to make you feel like you can't do any better then that place. Because that is what I am getting of recently. ::sighs:: Oh well. I only have 3 more days ( Read more... )