jbrownsuperstar: so were you mad at me on Thursday ( Read more... )

For the past several years of my life, I've been a straight edge, and I've been encouraging the people I care about to be so also. And then for some reason, a few weeks ago, I just kinda gave up. I'm not too sure why. I just let all of my convictions go down the drain. And as much as this bothered me, I still drank. Tonight wasn't really ( Read more... )

After another long break in my writing here, I can say that a ton of crap has gone on and things are crazy. Let's start with the most life altering event, my grandma. It all started a few weeks ago when my dad got really sick with bronchitis or something. He actually stayed home from work, so you know it was bad. Then my mom got it. Then, on a ( Read more... )

Where to start... Well, things have been crazy lately. I actually did something I never do. I'll just start from the beginning. All semester I've been checking out this kid. He's in both of my psychology classes. I remember him walking into stats, and I was just like, "Oh my...." About three weeks pass and I notice him everyday. Same band ( Read more... )

So, I was sitting there in Women's Studies, and Kelly sits down next to me. She turns to me and says, "Joe and Jen are together." Thank you. Thank you for that. What I would like to know is, why, then, does he IM me saying that he cares about me, but he can't be with me (or anyone) until he's stable. That callow fuck. What the hell is he ( Read more... )

I'm getting so close to the end, I think I'm gonna jump. Finals are next week, half my classes are done, but I'm so close to quitting. There's really no reason for it. I just want to give up. Things get to be so stressful lately. I bombed my German test today. I feel that the review sheet she gave us did not adaquatly reflect the material on ( Read more... )

This is a common expression in my house. Surprisingly I am in a good mood after all the shit that's been going on. It's official. Andrea is a whack job. She is 100% mental. My mom refers to her as the psycho, as does my dad. Example ( Read more... )

I was falling asleep in math class. I hate that. The world looks all swirly and my head got all heavy. I was thinking about going home right after math, but I decided to stay. I really like German class, and I wouldn't want to miss it. So, here I am killing an hour in between my classes. I don't really have anything to say. I did earlier. ( Read more... )

I think everything is pretty done. There is no closure, but it's done. Andrea is really showing her true colors, and my retarded brother just cannot see that. Maybe he is getting what he deserves. I used to think Andrea was too good for him, then I thought he could do better. I'm leaning toward the possibility that they deserve each other. ( Read more... )

Joe said he would email me by Thursday. What a shock! I never got one. I should have figured. So, I'm trying very hard not to miss him. I wish he never would have apologized, then I could go on being mad at him. Things can end so easily when your mad at someone. I am so exhausted today. I stayed out with Mike until 6 in the morning on ( Read more... )