So, I met Joe at Taco Bell at midnight. We drove up to the Peach Street Perkins (sometimes called Peach-kins), and we stayed there until about two. He apologized for how things were and so one. Then we messed around in his car and he took me back to Taco Bell. When we got there, he leaned over and whispered that he missed me, and bit my ear ( Read more... )

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I am so irritated. I do not want to be here right now. I had to go to the library because my dad has a fever and the computer is in his room. He took my computer to work, so again I am expected to just make do with whatever. I am really fucking sick of the lack of consideration in my house. I CANNOT take a nap anywhere, even though I myself am ( Read more... )

I gave up on today yesterday. I postponed all my tests and slept in this morning. I'm kinda thinking that I'm an awful person. I never thought things would get this hard. Actually, I never thought things would be hard. When you think about your future, you never think about heartache, loss, and depression. You always want the best, and you ( Read more... )

accidentally hit someone with your car is no reason to run them over on purpose. I feel this way about dating. I suppose the saying should be modified to "Just because you might get hit by a car when you're crossing the road is no reason to lay down in the street." This may sound pathetic, but it's not, because I'm not. I just want to be a part ( Read more... )

I'm wondering what's going on. Things seem so crazy and dull at the same time. I keep having these crazy dreams that I would prefer not to have. But if you could control your dreams, then they would be sort of pointless, wouldn't they? I'm only a sophomore in college, and I'm panicking about the rest of my life. Grad schools, where am I going ( Read more... )

So, Joe and I had our last conversation. And you know why I'm not letting it get to me? Becase he's not the person I ever knew, and I'm so better off. Sounds cliche? It's not. I don't want to go into what a loser he is, but I deserve so much more than he could ever give me. I'm a beautiful awesome person, and I deserve the same. Joe is never ( Read more... )

So, things are still the same. I keep on flipping back from being in a good mood to a bad one. I hate being so moody. Anyway, today is my friday, which is especially awesome because I have a four day weekend coming up. I don't know if I should go to work on Tuesday or not. I called off yesterday so I could study for psych. It didn't do any ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up to an angry ferret having a temper tantrum. He was stomping his feet, throwing litter every where, scratching at everything he could. I got up and took a shower, and on my mirror was a lady bug. I took this as a sign. Today would be my lucky day. I'm well over due for something to come my way. I got dressed and went to ( Read more... )

Ok, so things don't seem to be any easier. Ok. Yes they do. I'm not with Joe, and that is so definitely not what I want, but I'm ok with it. My house was in total chaos for about three days. No one was speaking to anyone. My parents were outraged with me for a) what I told them and b) telling them I lied. My mom finally said that she'll butt ( Read more... )