What a day. I don't think I like it too much anymore. I woke up and decided not to go to my 8 o'clock class. then I checked the syllabus and I had a speech to give, so I went. I was in a pretty good mood all day, until maybe 1:30 or 2:00. I don't know why but all of a sudden I got so anxious. I couldn't decide if it was like something good ( Read more... )

There are two parts you can look at. The during, and then the telling. The telling is a lot worse than the during. In the telling, first I lied, and said nothing happened. Then I was faced with a confrontational, "did you kiss him?", to which I hesitantly replied, "yes". Which, by dictionary definition is not true, and by my definition is a ( Read more... )

Estie Dee: shit sorry ( Read more... )

alright, so when am i going to get it? my boyfriend has much better things to do than even talk to me. nice. i cannot express to you how i feel. i am pretty pissed. i'm pretty sure he asked me if i wanted to do something today. he finally calls at 10, from his friends house, and asks me to go over there. what an asshole. i'm not even worth ( Read more... )

my last day of freedom. this is so depressing. and you know what? it wasn't even a very good one. i cleaned my car, the ferret cage, and my room (partially). joe finally called around 6-ish. i was eating, told him i'd call back. i called back, he wanted to sleep, and said he'd call me back. guess what? he didn't. i had a little hope for ( Read more... )

i miss the part of my life that was fine. it was a fleeting moment when everything was exactly how i wanted it. the weird part is, it was the part of my life i hated the most: high school. i was voted class artist and most musical, i had a pretty solidified group of friends including my absolute-would-die-for best friend, i had an awesome job ( Read more... )

what a crappy day. crappy ass day. you know what? i am so broke, and it's not just a little "i can't buy a new cd" type broke. more like "i can't afford to live" broke. here's the deal. i'm working at university relations this fall about ten hours a week. i applied for a food cart job, and got accepted, which was going to give me grand total ( Read more... )

hmmmm. lets see. how should i start this? An intro to nick, i suppose. nick was my best friend. not just run of the mill ordinary best friend. we were on a much superior plane to everyone else on this earth. we were half of each other. and then it ended. not in a comfortable way. well, i ran into him on my birthday, which he forgot. it ( Read more... )

So, I got an email from Jordan, about hanging out when I'm on vacation. I'm pretty excited. We had a short falling out, and didn't talk for a while, but things seem to be pretty good now. I go on vacation this week! I'm very looking forward to this. My last day at the Gallery is on Monday. I'm all set for the fall too. My Penn State job ( Read more... )

I just realized that instead of spelling "quit", I typed in "quite". I'm such a nerd. Oh well.