Okay, venting session. Is it that much to ask for guys to judge me for my personality and heart and NOT my thighs. Seriously now, is it? I don't think so. The reason, well one of them, I have so much trouble trying to lose weight is the fact that I want to prove someone could like me for me and not just  me a 20 pounds lighter. It makes forcing ( Read more... )

Well it is actually that time of year already. The time when the line between school and summer begins to fade, only this time I'm leaving behind a huge chapter of my life and beginning a entirely new and different one. I am incredibly excited to be graduating high school. Something about meeting new people who you haven't been with for 6 hours a ( Read more... )

Early was the morn,
Flowers filled with dew,
I became somebody through lovin’ you,
Softly as a child,
Born in natural rain,
I predict the seasons to go unchanged,

Sometimes in life,
You run across a love unknown,
Without a reason, it seems like you belong,
Hold on dear life,
Don’t go off running from what’s new,
I became somebody through loving you,

Warm was ( Read more... )

i never have time to write in this anymore... i rarely go online actually, only to check sarah's LJ haha and myspace occasionally... i guess a lot has happend

• senior year is in full swing and while it is actually going by too fast, june 8th cannot come fast enough
• being a senior is actually harder than expected
• my former senior friends  conveniently ( Read more... )

why am i taking AP classes again?

soooooooo i haven't updated in a longggg time....
- I've applied to five places this summer for a job and not one has even acknowledged that i applied.... right.
- I've started babysitting for my hairdresser: Yesterday from 9-1 and made $40 :O and she needs me Friday from 9-5:30... the kids are adorable! they're both still in diapers which is kind of ( Read more... )

In our times of trouble ( Read more... )

I am SO DONE with school.

it's not even funny.

Prommmmmm is hereeeee ( Read more... )

i just have to vent my excitement that it's official

Sarah and I will be vacationing together in Maine on August 12th for a whole week!!!!!!

It'll be over a year since we've seen each other... way toooooo long.

gah the anticipation is going to kill me!

BEST news in a while...

possibly a normal update tomorrow?

insomnia's retarded.