a three year difference.

wtf is the big deal.

with brian being in training for the army and all, i have been doing some major thinking. ive always had a soft spot for the men and women in the armed forces because i just think they are the bravest people in the world.. someone who is willing to give up time of their own life just to protect their country and its people. i really dont agree with ( Read more... )

2 minutes until my birthday.

shall we take bets on the very small number of people who will actually remember let alone care?

... i hate being friendless and lifeless... im in such an emo bad life mood right now, like i seriously see no point to my life..

duudee WERE GOING TO SEE JOHN MAYER AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! lol ( Read more... )

also i had a dream about david.

talk about random mann

wtf. so for some reason i still have this deep feeling of guilt bc i broke up with brian.

nick seems like a goal too far to reach at this point so i give up, let him come to me.

so ( Read more... )

so. being on the phone with brian last night was like a bullet to the head, he got on my last freaking nerve, i had to hang up on him before i snapped on him. i dont know why, but he irritates the hell out of me ( Read more... )

its been nearly a year since i updated this thing and i kinda feel the need ( Read more... )

ok wtf im so effing confused about life in general... so many things going on.. i dont miss ryan nearly as much as i thought i would but i know ill be all happy 2 months from now but i cant guaruntee that ill feel the same partly bc of other things and bc he'll be in washington state, but ill just be happy to know hes on land.. lol hmm what else, ( Read more... )