holy shit i havent updated this thing in a while ( Read more... )

so fucking happy. i work at dunkin donuts all the time now. 6 days a week. its fun, i really like it. i'm already the night shift supervisor and i've only been there for like a month. i met mark, my bf, there. hes so awesome. gotta be the sweetest guy i've been with. hes real about it too. he really digs me, its awesome. i can see this one lasting ( Read more... )

matt called me today. it made me really happy to have a good conversation with him. i was sitting in the computer lab by myself when he called me and we talked for a while about whats been goin on in both of our lives. he said he really misses me and really wanted to see me today. i told him i had plans and maybe we could do it another time. i dont ( Read more... )

i'm really fucking pissed off ( Read more... )

so today in math class i was mad bored so i wrote a list of all the guys i've slept with. i was ashamed. 13. BAD elly. haha but i havent been slutty in a while.....i dont think. then nermina made a list of all the guys she has kissed and it was like 2 pages hahaha shes kissed a guy named elvis and a guy named nermin. it was entertaining. i worked ( Read more... )

i'm going insane missing you so bad

i wish i could just hear your voice

that will hold me over till i see you again

i miss your eyes

so i'm not kicked outta my house. i gotta be good for 2 weeks though. i can have ppl over, which is good. i got a job at dunkin donuts with lyndz. its gonna be full time, which may get stressful cause i go to school and such. oh well i need the money desperately. i lost my license for 20 days. i'll get it back in june, hopefully i'll have my car by ( Read more... )

umm i guess i should update cause some shit has gone down. some good shit and some bad. ummm went to florida with lyndz. we drove down and of course my father did not know about it cause i'm a bad bad child. so yeah we had a good time down there. we went to a lot of clubs and bars and i bought alcohol with a fake id. we visited with eemad, mark, ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting in desktop publishing class not doing what i'm supposed to do cause this class is super lame. but yeah, me and lyndz r leaving on monday for florida! i have to pack some shit today cause i have to work all weekend and we're leaving in the morning on monday. i'm so scared for going down there. i just have to think positive cause we ( Read more... )

had a good/shitty weekend ( Read more... )