my fear of old age was recounted today while riding the jeepney to get home. there are old people beside and in front of me in the dyip and they are sort of talking about their elder brother who i currently in the hospital to get treatment. one of them exclaimed that she was surpised with how all the machines were actually made to fit in his body ( Read more... )

the sem ended last week and i sort of partied thrice since. i took advantage of the few moments that i can enjoy life and really feel like a normal college person ( Read more... )

i just realized that i am pigging out too much already. heavy meals and booze in two suceeding days. a week of not eating rice actually went to waste this weekend. but what can i do? i am just human who yearns for the simple joys in this life ( Read more... )

if there is one thing i am always successful of doing, it would be getting myself into asudden state of depression and dragging my ego to the gutter ( Read more... )

there are a lot of things that i must do this coming sembreak. ndc is fast approaching and i still haven't been able to do a single thing to prepare for it. of course, this is assuming that i'll get into a slot in the contingent of our university. anyway the plan are as follows ( Read more... )

we had our finals presentation in rizal course today. i came to school early in the morning. quite excited about the things that my group has prepared for the presentation and i was obviously wrong for people only started to arrive after an hour and a half of waiting. we were never completed until our fist class. we did talk about a few things that ( Read more... )

I heard one of the saddest love stories in my life today. It is about a girl who almost had a boyfriend but the parents of his guy sort of tore the relationship apart for a weird reason. The reason behind the opposed relationship was that my friend has the same chinese zodiac sign as his guy. hahahaha. it's funny yet sad. she said that two people ( Read more... )

a week back, i had a drinking session with my classmates. i want to write it down here that same night, but i am just so drunk that i cannot even keep my head still and concentrate on a particular object. In short, i am dizzy ( Read more... )

ah! the tournament was over for me, although not for ust since we still have three standing and relatively strong teams in the csb iv's( debate tournament held at the makati hope christian school in makati). i feel nothing right now just, the same feeling that i had yesterday after the breaks was announced. a feeling of coldness and apathy. i do ( Read more... )

tomorrow is tournament day. i haven't debated in a tournament for three months already. hehehehe