Christmas is approaching way to fast. it needs to take a detour for a while. i am not ready for all of this. I haven't bought anybody anything. i feel so horrible. im not in the christmas spirit yet which is odd cause im usually ready for it in september. Well i washed my car today which was the extent of what i did. Oh and i saw erica, that was ( Read more... )

Oh lord. well i haven't written in a while. Oh well. ive been busy writing christmas music. its comming alright. I think im boring and i can't understand why. Ive been locked in this solitary shell for way too long. I just want to get out and do something. But i am having trouble finding things to do that will be worth my time. If you guys have any ( Read more... )

Well yes i am working. Or am i.... What a place to make money. Get online, play cards, smoke, sleep and get paid for it. And even when i do make coffee, it is still fun. um nothing much going on. Ive noticed that i've been real drained lately and i have no energy. Maybe im just getting old. Or maybe not enough sleep. I've been kind of depressed ( Read more... )

Well today i am depressed. Im not sure why. or maybe i do, i just don't feel like sharing it. Maybe be i just woke up on the wrong side this morning. Its one of those times that you feel that know matter what, you can't please anyone. And when that happens to me i feel worthless. so thats whats wrong with me. I feel that ive lost a lot of ( Read more... )

Well happy thanksgiving. ive decided to come here and write so i can escape the insanity of my household. Im very full. my dinner consisted of Brussel sprouts, ruddabegas, mashed taters, and of course turkey. Nothing more nothing less. I am thankful for my family and for my being close to them. I am even more thankful for my friends that i have ( Read more... )

well today started at 6:45. I got up threw on some clothes and went for my morrning Breve. It was a great way to wake up. I went to school and almost got into trouble for doing doughnuts in the parking lot. First period was lovely. I assisted Ms. Turner (so so hot) in the special education class because i am her aide. It really is self-rewarding ( Read more... )

well today i realized that i am here for a purpose, not just to rock on the guitar and become what will turn into as the greatest rockstar in the world, but i am meant and used for compfort purposes. I know that may sound a little homo sexual, but i have realized that i like giving more than i like receiving. In the past it has always made my heart ( Read more... )

well im not in the greatest mood today, im not sure why, but im just not. Nothing interesting happened today. Ive been stumming the six strings today thats it. I have some honors award ceramony thing to attend this evening because of my honor roll and SAT scores. I don't want to go. Maybe ill throw something at Flo and get kicked out. Who knows. Oh ( Read more... )

Well im at work. I am not doing anything of importance so i decided to get on the lap top. I love my job and the people that work with me and put up with my shit. Im hoping tonight is not too buisy cause im very tired and worn out. Well what shall be my complaints for today? I don't know. I really want to be high on something right now. Im just not ( Read more... )

Well I have no reason to be writing anything but what the hell, ill come up with something. Well, according to my watch you have 5 mins left Girl. I wish you luck with your new way of living and may god know that you are a true good person no matter what you decide to do. Congrats. Well hum.. i bought the new APC DVD/Cd and like always it kicks ( Read more... )