I need to stop expecting so much from people and getting my hopes up.

these have been the greatest like, 8 days in a really long time ( Read more... )

so my parents are going away to Florida from the 20th-27th. I cannot begin to comprehend the amount of destruction I will cause.

but aside from that fact, I will miss them of course. I just never thought they'd leave me home alone. and rightfully so.

mmmm.

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this new Devendra Banhart album is so fucking good. Cortney said something really true about it the other day. she said that after a while she doesn't even listen to the words anymore, just the music itself gives off such a good vibe. and it's true. and I think that's why it's so good ( Read more... )

I'm happy. I really am when I stop to think about it. sometimes I let little things get me so frustrated and let my anxiety get in the way, but I just need to relax ( Read more... )

today was a good day. I cleaned my room. put new bed sheets on. got a new jacket. went to New Hope with Chris. went to a witch store. ate a quesadilla. drank some wine on a dam. peed outside. got a coffee. did some homework/tried to do some homework. watched the Colbert Report and the Mountain Goats were performing ( Read more... )

everything/everyone has been making me so angry lately. I hate it. I don't like being in a shitty mood all the time ( Read more... )

I miss summer already. it's been getting so cold so fast. I don't like it. I need to move somewhere warm. warm weather keeps me happy. winter makes me so sad ( Read more... )

it's funny how you think you can know a person so well, and they turn around and prove you wrong. me and Cortney talk about this all the time. you never really know people. they're always going to do things that shock you, make you angry, disappoint you. that's life I guess ( Read more... )