I don't think I appreciate time alone as much as I should. I just always feel strange when I'm by myself. it makes me sad. maybe because I think more than I should when I'm alone. I feel more comfortable when I'm with people. I don't think that's a good thing ( Read more... )

life is a beautiful thing. I need to stop taking it for granted.

oh, hey livejournal. it's 2:06am, seems like a good time to be posting ( Read more... )

Livejournal, it's been a while.

just wanted to say, I'm genuinely happy. and it's been a while since I could say that.

I guess it's been a while ( Read more... )

I hate 2010.
I hate it.
I hate it.
I hate it.

I don't deserve to be treated like this.
things were going so good. I don't understand.
why does this always happen to me?

I feel like it's necessary for me to make a last entry for 2009. but I don't really have much to say ( Read more... )

"I'm not surprised, but I never feel quite prepared ( Read more... )

why is it so hard for people to be HONEST?

I don't understand.

Cause I've been feeling sentimental for days gone by
All those summers singing, drinking, laughin', wasting our time
Remember all those songs and the way we smiled
In those basements made of music?