1. It seems the only things we have in common anymore are old fights and friends that left us behind. While I feel like I am stuck in transit here, you are there every Friday and the same names float up like bubbles from the alcohol that might possibly be the third thing we have in common. It’s like there’s a space that might be only just a touch ( Read more... )

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Things are passing me by and everyone is going to take their individual steps to claim a future that is theirs. I have to admit that I am little bit scared or a lotta bit. I know no one knows what they are supposed to do in the world, and finding a role in life is probably one of the most challanging and rewarding things that there is. I know I am ( Read more... )

you come and go in my life as though it were your own. you hold my heart in your fist, and only allow it to beat when you squeeze and relax your grip. my body has charcoal foot prints upon it. my eyes have drowned in their floods.

and i would build me an ark. but there are no promises of rainbows from here on in.

These last few weeks that have inevitably led into months since I last wrote in here have been filled up with my dissertation. It is weird that I have had this 10, 000 word essay to do since last September. Procrastination is no beautiful thing and I am reaping the ‘benefits’ of it now. It took me a long time to choose what I actually wanted to ( Read more... )

( This is what my throat looks like. )

It’s been a funny few days, and it’s not like much has happened but I have had time to think about things in generally. The first thing I realised was the importance of a diary, this realisation came through helping Aditi make all her posts ‘friends only’. Some of the posts that I saw through the last few years that she has made really made me ( Read more... )

Valentines Day is nothing but a Hallmark holiday and is used for nothing better than capitalist benefit. It is the one day of the year that tells you if you’re not in love, your life sucks. It is the one day of the year that if you do not get a card or anything else then your life sucks. It does nothing for our egos. Valentines Day promotes both ( Read more... )

I’m not the type of girl that can tell you anything factual, like I hardly know any of the countries capitals in the world. I am absolutely terrible with grammar, hell I could hardly spell the word. I look at everything cynically and I am the most naïve person on this earth. I can’t follow dance routines, and I always sulk during rehearsals when ( Read more... )

Everyone is moving on or away, I don't suppose there's much difference really . As the years melt together in memory, people's faces are lost in a stroke of midsummer evening sunbeams that haunt my thoughts and transpire people into memories and from memories into ghosts ( Read more... )