I am going to try and keep a diary of how I am feeling, because apparently it might stop me wanting to kill myself too ( Read more... )

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Recently, which probably means the last few days, weeks or whatever of my life has been quite stressful? I am quickly discovering that I am incredibly obsessive about the future and because of this, every day is becoming one where my poor teeth are suffering more and more ( Read more... )

I am supposed to be in class right now, except it is really not class, not really. It is a website. It’s a news website for our university that we are doing for class, and it tells the students and staff what is going on around our university. We each have jobs on this website; I was a features writer, now I am a sub editor ( Read more... )

Has anyone else seen the film ‘Children of Men’? I have just seen the late showing of it, which might not be the best thing to in this circumstance anyway. It being just before you go to bed, where your imagination is most prone to seeing the worst things known to man (that night). Anyway, so the film is amazing for lack of a better word ( Read more... )

So I am at Westminster University now in London, studying Journalism. It’s the orientation week this week, so I have been getting used to it all. It’s a mind warp that is for sure. I have moved onto campus which is something that I have never experienced before either. There are a lot of people here, and you are completely surrounded in fact it can ( Read more... )

What is the feeling when you're driving away from people, and they recede on the plain till you see their specks dispersing? -it's the too huge world vaulting us, and it's good-bye. But we lean forward to the next crazy venture beneath the skies ( Read more... )

I am listening to Jeff Buckley singing about a last goodbye and it reminds me of a past I can’t quite remember. It’s so strange that I will be saying goodbye to everything to around here, and in a way this song is quite fitting. I have found myself writing blogs a lot more than I have for ages. I am never quite sure if I am going to put them on ( Read more... )

When people finish university, they generally just don’t know in what direction they want to go. It’s almost as if going to uni in the first place was a way of putting off life. I think for myself it was, but seriously is this institution of education not just a farce if it is being used to prolong getting a job? I realise a lot of people work very ( Read more... )

this summer so far has been a blur of lust and guitar strumming. i am so bewildered and lost by everything. i am might be moving to the black dragon city of london and it will eat me with all of it's building shaped teeth. i am so dizzy and the world is moving so fast, i don't know why we don't all just fall off the face of it and float off, ( Read more... )