He is everything I ever hoped for. He gave me a house, twice, this time with an amazing kitchen. I do what I can during the day to support him. I lost alot in my life, but finding him makes it all 'worth it'. In this quiet time in my life, I see what I have, trying to dismantle the bombs I have inside myself.

It's hard to explain how I knew this year was gonna suck, but Imma gonna try. After my only child, a boy, died in 1994 I heard these words in my head on the way to the hospital. "this was your only child" I scoffed at the thought and got thru the next 6 months. In 1995 another thought manifested that if I was going to have another child I had to ( Read more... )