I wanna go...


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I don't think I'm understanding how fast everything is going... we're halfway through November already. I've been wanting to post something in this journal... but I have nothing good to write about.

Look... I look emo.

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I worked two 16 hour shifts this week. Both Saturday and Sunday.... Today I went with my honey to the rally up in Trenton. It was interesting. I just enjoyed spending the time with him. My heart has been costantly aching when he's not around, he hasn't made the changes he told me he would, but i love him and I just know we're going to be okay ( Read more... )

Today I'm just going to miss him all day. Jeez, my whole livejournal has become a documentation of my love life. Well I have to do my radio show tonight but I'll probably be starting about an hour late. Me and the Blue Girl are about to go grab some lunch and I'm gonna look for something to blow my Best Buy gift card on.... hahah. Well last ( Read more... )

Its been a month... i don't think he's "embraced the change". Hahah. I'm trying not to let it ruin my day though. I have a good feeling about today, he's coming over, and I want to have a good time with him. Last night Blue girl and I drove around in the storm like retards trying to dodge the lightning bolts... wow were they amazing though.... ( Read more... )

But first I have to say that Rob has once again turned me around. Last night was simply amazing. We celebrated my birthday and had a very nice time together. After the week we had last week, it was refreshing. And I'm feeling good about things again. I guess every relationship has its dark times..... but we are SO MADE FOR EACH OTHER. He told ( Read more... )

I should probably just get some sleep. I don't even know what i'm doing anymore. My relationship almost ended tonight with Rob. I feel sick. I guess I have trust issues. Not in the sense of wondering if he is true to me or not... i don't think he'd ever "cheat" on me or betray me....... but i have a hard time believing him sometimes. And I ( Read more... )

I'm feeling so discontent. Just got home and I guess I've had a bit to drink tonight, and that helps to make me feel a little better but my baby and i got into what i guess whas our first real fight tonight. It had to do with our situation which is currently sucking for me, not that its easy for him, but fuck........ i guess i didn't ever think ( Read more... )

Ironically enough those are lyrics from a Matchbox Twenty song called 3am... It really is 3 o'clock in the morning... the lead singer from Matchbox 20's name is Rob Thomas.... I'm dating a guy named Rob Thomas... hahah. Strange. Sometimes I get a little too philosophical. But "it's all good ( Read more... )